Those Good Old Dr(x)am

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2018!

i just say abt this @ my instagram about

"New Year Resolution". Pertamanya w dengan negativ bilang

"NYR areullshit" dan itu benar actually. Tapi semakin sini, muncul banyak keinginan (baca : resolusi) yang tidak sengaja muncul. Apalagi dipenghujung sekolahan gini, semakin banyak harapan dan tujuan yang ingin diraih. cheezy banget anjing

Anyway, ngomongin penghujung masa SMA. Sekarang jadwal lagi gila gilanya. Dan segala mepet. Let me tell you about my Schedule right.

Minggu Ini : Try Out CBT 

MInggu Depan (26, Feb,'18) : Upacara Terakhir, which is less than a week. lol

Maret Awal : Try Out Kesekian

Minggu depannya lagi : Ujian Praktek

Jeda Seminggu, Minggu depannya : USBN

Jeda 2 minggu (?) : UNBK

fuccc, letme take a BREATH for a second betjh. 

w sebenernya rada nggak peduli soal ujian ujian kampret kayak gini. since school isnt my priority. 

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i'ts H-2 USBN. and i've got a lot of anxiety rn. I don't know. i have no reason for that actually. maybe it is an social anxiety ? i've read a lot articles abt anxiety.

i actually have no problem with USBN. i can't tell you rn abt my problem. i just overthinking about anything.... lol

let me sleep for a while.

k. i think i can tell you about some of a lot of my anxiety (?)
1st, i kinda sad have this kind of type of parents.
they're so religious. It's fine to be religious person, but its can be problem if you related with them.
since i wasn't an religios person. if you ask me "do you believe in god"
i'll answer. maybe, i do believe in god. if i say this to othr people. they will react
"astaghfirullah" even if they're non religious person tho. 
they think they (parents) have obligation to control me (?) and must have same point of view. i kinda refuse that for a lot of reason.

i was an super liberal person. (self proclaim)

internet kek memek lucinta. anjing lah

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discontinued. kontol bat hehe